Let my people go....

End of day thoughts.

I am not the same person I was 40 or 30 or 20 or even 10 years ago. I am however, the same being. I am not sure if that being evolves or not. I think it learns, it absorbs information, knowledge based on my "person"al experiences. What it does with it I am not sure. Why it continues to come back again and again to continue this human experience I am not sure of either.

That it goes on after my flesh is gone I am sure of. I however know for certain that it's not off to "heaven" or "hell". I am pretty sure it goes away from the consciousness of this physical human existance. I know that when this body perishes, this human mind (these memories and experiences) will be aborbed into it's collective beingness. It will become one with all the other human experiences it has endured.

This does not give me some glorious hope, nor does it depress me. It just is. There is no polarization of thought, no good or bad, right or wrong, black or white. It just is. The more my human mind grasps this concept, the easier it is to let go of culture and human belief systems. This does not bring a fatalistic view of human existance, if anything, it gives me a peace about all that I experience here. It also give me a desire to experience things I would not have had otherwise. More, it gives me the courage to do and experience all that I would have otherwise been too afraid to experience. It frees me, blows the prison doors wide open.