Look into a glass onion

For those of you who are Chronicles of Narnia fans, you will recall the scene in the Last Battle where Aslan is sending the inhabitants of Narnia off to their respective rewards. As Peter, Edmund and Lucy are running swiftly through the portal into the New Narnia, they are told to run further and deeper in. And as the do, they find an ever more beautiful and more real Narnia as they progress onward. Like a pealing onion, they continue further in and find yet another and another and another and another New and More Beautiful and More Real Narnia as they continue onward.

Several years ago, while in deep meditation, I discoverd that this was true of my very being. The further in I went within myself, the more real and beautiful a being there was inside of me. Like an onion, I just kept peeling away and still there was more of me, more beauty, more depth, more love, more and more, onward and deeper inside. And then I reached what I thought was the core of my being, that place where unconditional love lives and upon entering it, I found, even more, going deeper on into infinity. What was inside me never ended. And it was filled with a base of pure unconditional love that went on forever. I could not find the end. I just became more profound and real as I went deeper.

I finally gave up looking for the end and came back, slightly confused, but in awe of all I had seen and experienced.

I was trying to explain this to Alec last night. The whole concept of there being no end, that everything only gets more profound and deeper as you go further in.

There is no heaven, there is no hell. There is no black and white, no good, nor bad, there just is.... there is the source of all creation, there is this God mind that created, is in the midsts of creating this all, is the glue that sustains it all, that I can only describe as unconditional love. He/she/it is love. You have read, seen and said this a million times before yourself. God is love. But do you really understand the ramifications of what that really means?

Love, pure love, unconditional love is God. It is what makes everything in the universe tick. Deeper and further in. Love, God love, unconditional love.

There is no judgement or punishment where God love is involved.

Follow your heart Alec Boy. Further in and deeper. Open your heart, listen to spirit teaching. Further in and deeper. Fall in love with yourself and love you the way Universal Love loves you. Unconditionally, purely, utterly, for the shear joy of your beingness, God love.

All judgement will fall away. Self loathing ends forever. Believing there are polarities can never enter your head and heart again. There is nothing that is real except for love, unconditional, from the source, God love. Everything else is a dream, only love from it's source is truly real. Know this and you will know the truths you seek.

And when you come to experiencially know this, you will finally understand how I can just give from my heart and love without conditions. There is no end to love without conditions. It is what everything is made from and so it can never end. There is a never ending supply of it all around you. Draw from that and you will never grow weary again.

When I grow weary, it is because I have forgotten all this. It is the human mind that separates us from universal God love. Go futher in and deeper. Remember what your heart and spirit already know. Wake up from this dream. Further in and deeper.