Sunday, March 5, 2006

If I had a box just for wishes, and dreams that had never come true...

You know how when you get a song stuck in your head and no matter how hard you try, you can't get it out? Yeah, that sucks.

The box would be empty, except for the memory of how they were answered by you.

I am not even a really big Jim Croce fan either. But I did love that song a whole lot back in 72 or 73 when it first came out. I did not however, learn to play it on the guitar. I did learn Killing Me Softly though, also a hit around the same time frame. Strumming my face with his words.... I must have not learned it all that well because, well, after all these years, I no longer remember how to play it. In fact, I remember very little of anything I once knew how to play on the guitar. Even my own songs are distant memories now. Which means I will have to write new ones to replace the forgotten old ones.

I have been working on attempting a new method of OOBEs. I haven't been successful with it yet. But then I haven't tried very hard yet either. It takes a lot of time and concentration. A lot of alone time, without a whole lot of noise and interuption going on. During the day time, when I am most likely to be alone, the phone rings. During the night time, the family is here wreaking havoc on my solitude and quiet. So by the time I have peace and quiet, it is very late at night and I am tired. Attempting to concentrate on attempting an OOBE while tired is a sure fire way to fall directly into a deep and profound sleep state for the evening.

Which is why I am have not been successful, yet.

If I could save time in a bottle, the first thing that I'd like to do... is to save everyday like a treasure and then, again I would spend them with you....

But there never seems to be enough time to do the things you wanna do, once you find them.... I've been around enough to know, that you're the one I wanna go through time with....

The words of a man who died a few short years after penning them. Think he knew something?

Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks.....

And in the end, the love you take

is equal to

the love

you make.

Going to bed now.

Ciao baby.

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