I have a new grandson as of the 14th. Benjamin Matthew. Sweet, got pics last night. They are up there if you didn't notice.  

Did I tell you the doctor put me on this estrogen/testosterone shit that I started taking Tuesday morning? I don't remember, but I am pretty sure I didn't. I don't like it, I can tell you that much. I feel like pure shit and it fucks with my blood sugar really bad. I need to call my doctor again and tell her I am not feel so hot. She may up my Metaforin, who knows.

Anyway, I need to note here that the slut is looking like pure shit. Geezus, less than 2 whole months in the lying whore's  house and she is looking like living hell. What the hell is she doing to her? Ha! Like I actually give a rat's ass.

So I just want to know why the slut thinks she has some right to talk to me. I don't want to talk with her. All I want is for her to move far far away from here forever and never come back so that I never have to look at her ugly face again. The fact of the matter is, I don't even give a rat's ass what she does, just stay out of my life and my world. I do not suffer back stabbing, betraying bitches in my life. My preference is that she did not exist at all. She has no way to make up for what she did to me. She did what she did on absolute, premeditated purpose. So in my opinion, she is an even worse excuse for a human being than the lying whore is.

Yeah, so fuck you slut. Everybody thinks you and your girlfriend are sluts and whores. So eat shit.

I think these drugs are really fucking with me. I am pretty sure I do not like them. The worst side effect of them is that they are suppose to make you sexual again. I do not want that, I am so used to not being ruled by the need for sex that it has been like a God send to not have hormones. I don't want to have hormones or sexual feelings or a period for no reason whatsoever..... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Ok, I am off to work.