Ok, this morning, before I woke up, I had a dream that I was married to yet another person. I am not sure if I was married, I do know that we were making out and eventually had or were having sex though. Interestingly enough, I was not sexually aroused in this dream, so I am not sure why I dreamed I was having sex. I think it was more of an "I win" kind of dream, cause of course, she was the bitch, takin it from behind, just the way she likes it.

Of course, I dreamed I had to have sex with Christie Ball too cause Kim and Jan said I had to to prove that Christie and I were really married. Just as an aside here, Sue told me this morning that Christie Ball's last name is no longer Ball. I know this. I remember seeing her name being changed on the sign outside of her business when she got married. I am clever like that, put two and two together on that one all by myself <grin>.

At any rate, this dream disproved my theory about the melatonin. I, in fact, did not take any melatonin last night before bed. At least I don't remember taking any. I am pretty sure I didn't anyway. However, I did remember a dream. despite the apparent lack of melatonin. I am sure I am dreaming all night long, every night, I just don't remember them. The interesting thing about my experiment here is that I am seeing a pattern here. The dreams I am remembering are happening in the morning just before I wake up needing to pee really bad.  And so far, they all have sexual content without any sexual arousal on my part.

Now, this could be caused by a number of reasons. I am going to go with the one where I have been taking Detrol LA and I no longer have to wear pads, nor do I pee on my self when I laugh, cough or sneeze. So by the time I wake up in the AM I really seem to need to pee worse than usual. More like, I really need to pee like I used to need to pee in the morning way back before I had a bladder problem. So one reason I may be remembering these dreams may be because I am being awakened during them with the need to pee.

So now I am going to take some melatonin and see if I dream some more tonight. Cool eh? I love doing experiments <grin>.

Ciao