Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Doing laundry before bed. How much more fun can life get?

Intensely emotional day for me. I can tell you this, no matter what I do or say, I am always going to be the loser should I choose to participate in fights. Why you might ask? Because I tend to just let things go when things get crazy in the course of human interaction. I refuse to fight to put it lightly. I used to fight and sometimes, if I feel something is worth the effort, I might actually put up a minor squabble. But by and large, I tend to turn my back on "shit" when it's hitting the fan and just walk away.

You could technically say that walking away is not really losing a fight. This is true, it's technically not losing. But then again, when you are dealing with a situation or person who thinks they are fighting you, the energy they are attempting to shove in your direction can feel like you fought them anyway.

And if you are feeling particularly weak like I am at the moment, that energy sucks as you attempt to return it back to the sender.

I am tired and shall momentarily take my bath and am going to bed now. Too tired to do anything but release the overwhelming emotions of today and let rest recuperate the whole of my being.

Ciao.

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