A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do....

I just wanted to mention that Jay started taking T two weeks ago tomorrow. Tomorrow he should be doing the second of a life time of injections.

He called me earlier this week asking me to look something up online about how often you can take your dosage of T without liver damage. From some minor research, I let him know that once every two weeks was the right amount of time between dosages. What I noted from that conversation was that his voice, after only 7 days was beginning to deepen.

It was interesting to listen to the subtle change. I am most interested in our next communication. I will be searching for those changes in him. The subtle changes that only someone close to him could detect. I am most anxious to see how he progresses.

He is doing what I have never had the guts to do. I never had to the guts to cut off my family completely.  His family, not unlike mine is extremely ultra right wing, ultra conservative fundamentalist christian. To  become who you really are, you must be willing to release them from your life. They will never accept you for who you are, so the only option is to let them all go forever. I have never had the guts to do that. Waiting around for my parents to die off does not seem to be an option for me. I think I am actually going to die before either one of them actually expire.

You are a braver man than I my friend. My hat is off to you. Hope I hear from you tomorrow dude.