I really haven't had a whole lot to say lately. Actually I have had things to say, but I usually am not sitting here at the computer when these brainchildren invade my consciousness. So by the time I get here, I have forgotten it all.

I really don't have a whole lot to say tonight either. I am trying to get ready to leave for Florida and make as much money as I can before I leave. Getting ready has included putting out $300 getting my car fixed so that I can drive to KC, MO to catch my plane. That's $300 I don't have to spare, but I have no other way to get up there without fixing my car.

I am having anxiety attacks over all this because I can't afford it. Sue just spent over $600 going to NY last week. Whether she knows it or not, it blew what I had saved for the mortgage this month.  Add to that I had a really bad week in business last week and Sue didn't work last week so there was no income there.  So add all that up and we are broke and I am about to leave on a vacation where I am supposed to relax.

That ain't gonna happen cause I will be stressing over money the whole time I am gone too. The whole time I am gone I will be having to pay Bill to be here and run the business. That is going to cost me money. So not only do I  lose money because I am not working, I have to pay to lose that money because I am not there.

You can see where I could be really stressed out now can't you?

Anyway, I am out of here.  I need to go stress somewhere else now......