There's one thing you learn when you are a parent (or in my case at the moment, a grandparent). People are just going to have to put up with your pictures of the kids, period.
So these are my two grandkid pictures for the next month or two (there are many, many more, so trust me I am being kind here). So far, these are my two favorites out of the millions available.
When I look in this child's face, I don't just see Gina, I see Debbie's face too. But then on the other hand, the more I look at my own child's face, the more I see Debbie's face in her face. The older she gets, the more she looks like her mother.
I am sad in a way though. I still don't get credit for being a grandparent. I still don't get credit for loving and raising Gina as if she were my own flesh and blood. At least not with Clay's family or even my own. And why do you ask do I not get any credit? Because of their fucking suck ass religion. I am so over Christianity it ain't funny. That religion has caused me nothing but grief my whole life. I suspect any organized man made religion would make me feel the same way though. I am not religious and I never will be. I am spiritual and I have a deep understanding of things not seen.
What I hope for my children is that I have/am implanting in them the ability to "see" with their hearts. To listen to that inner voice. It's not that hard. You need only quiet yourself inside and the truth wil come to you.....
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