Monday, April 12, 2004

Go on, go to hell, go away from me, I need no charity

More bad poetry. Actually it's words to songs written many a year ago. In fact, other than some very bad poetry, I have not sat down and written a song in almost 15 years.      

Fire (circa 1972) (a song to Laura O'Donnell)    

You were the fire of my life

you brough such fire to my life

but like the element of sorrow

I'll be back again tomorrow    

But for tonight I'm weeping blue

I've lost my way because of you

But like the element of sorrow I

'll be back again tomorrow    

Your time is worth your weight in gold

It presses on to make you old

Your heart is pained

you're worried that I've taken

from you your life    

You brought such fire to my life

then you left and you

darkened all the lights      

Untitled (circa 1979) (a song to myself, why sometimes too much sex, drugs and rock n roll are not suck a good thing)    

A myriad of dying faces

they gather round you

and they

they clutch you tight  

You can't remember

when you first came here

you only know you want to

to run tonight    

(chorus) And oh your pain

when nothing

ever seems to change

yet nothing

ever stays the same    

 

The fear surrounds you

it almost drowns you  

you feel it tightening

about your neck  

Before you now here

it all becomes clear

you're fading away well,

you don't belong here    

 

And oh your pain

when nothing ever

seems to change

yet nothing

ever stays the same    

 

A myriad of dying faces

they gather round you

and they,

they clutch you tight  

You can't remember

when you first came here

you only know you want to

to run tonight

you run tonight

You'll run tonight      

Sometimes I think of you (circa 1990) (a song to Gina Nicoletti)    

Sometimes I think of you

when a full moon howls

on cold winter nights

and it's crisp to touch the air    

 

Sometimes I think of you

in a summer sweat

while the canyons roll

in a torment of the sun    

 

Was it so simple when

Fleetwood and Janis

tore open your heart

You took your love

you took her down

While I Robot

burned my broken soul

No they'll never know  

I don't let it show    

 

Sometimes I think of you

in a gridlocked stress

while the freeways roll

past the memories

and the years

and I'm biting back the tears    

When sometimes I think of you      

untitled, unfinished (circa 1990) (*a song to Suzanne)    

Why can't I say this to your face

why has this always been the way

for all the words that I've kept locked inside

this is a passion I wish I needn't hide  

For all the years that have come and gone

and all the tears I shed far too long    

(chorus) Through all the years

beloved friends

though distance parts

we'll never end    

(* I probably wrote at least 6 songs for Suzanne during the time period of 1978 to 1980, back when I was deeply in love with her. Right at this exact moment, I cannot remember a single one of them)    

One last thing I wrote when I was 18 (circa 1972). This piece was titled Desiree and was epic in content. It was born from a dream I had had the night before. The beginning line was as follows below, other than the chorus, I remember nothing. Since it was written, the notebooks it was penned in have been lost. The music, like most of my music, utilized a ton of suspended unresolved cording, it's purpose was to keep the listener always wondering, always let on the edge, always out there in the unreal world waiting for a reality to come that never does.    

Desiree (circa 1972)    

(Verse one)

And Desiree

comes to me

in the night

in the night

And she wants to take me with her

and she wants to take me down

in the night

in the night    

(Desiree takes me to all kinds of surreal places, I fight her most of the way and finally give in, then in a blinding andfrightening moment of revelation I realize that: see last verse below)    

(Last verse, only line I can remember)

For Desiree, Desiree is me    

(chorus)

And Desiree,

in the night is

wondering

will tomorrow

bring another day

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